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I might be a bit old...

Some of you might have seen how the WONDERFUL Lis mentioned me in her "This Day In Rock" yesterday? Just like Becca said, I'm STOKED to actually be special enough for that, THANK YOU LIS!

I have to admit, a birthday is just not THAT special anymore. I'm 22. So? 18, the year we can drive and go to pubs, that was special. 15, the year we can... Ahem... YOU KNOW *wink*, THAT was very special. 20, the year we can buy booze outside of bars, that was special too, but 22?

I don't know. I guess this is where the years just start to be anything but special. I don't have kids. I'm not married. I don't have a huge house, and to be honest, I don't even have a proper education. I have a job though, but not a REAL job. I'm still just a temp, and wake up every morning at 6:45, waiting for them to call me in.

I've never intended to live an "ordinary" life, if I may call it that. Mostly because I don't want kids. Never, ever, no way, no chance and never gonna happen. As soon as I'm old enough, I'm gonna get tied, and no I will NOT change my mind when I get older. I could see myself as married though, but not until that day when I KNOW it's forever. I know things can change, and I'd never stay with a man who were hitting me or drinking too much etc just because I said I wouldn't, but... I just refuse to be one of those persons who get married and divorced over and over again. I just don't see that happen.

And I do believe I WILL get married one day. Not when I'm 22, maybe not even when I'm 42. It doesn't really matter, to be honest. I take things as they come, and, well... I also have something to share, something I was intending to share with the other roadies FIRST, but since I can't get pages to load that I'd need for that, here it goes...

All my life, I've been interested in medicine. Not just interested, but almost OBSESSED. I've watched every medical show on tv, and I've been working in medicine since I was 15. (Which now is 7 years! YIKES!) I've been reading books on medicine just for fun, and I always try to learn more. My greatest wish since I was a 2 year old child with an ear infection has been to become a doctor. These days, I know it's not possible. I've just not paid enough attention in school for that, and it sucks, but I can live with it.

Anyway. I keep rambling, when all I really wanna say is this: I'm 22 years old, and Monday, I'm starting nursing school. Woo!